PHProfessora Akira
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The last message to the person who broke my heart over and over "
I really dont understand why the universe brings two souls together just to tear them apart.
You meet someone extraordianry, someone who turned your entire world upside down, someone who made you broke your own rules, someone who made you really happy, but that someone can be your greatest nightmare
"Goodbye" is the worst thing that I don't want to hear from you. Because I want you to stay like we're a sticking glue.
"Goodbye" you already said that maybe in a different way. I don't know but it's ****ing hurt so much like a pain that I can't fight anymore. My heart is a fragile that broke into pieces with a falling blood that full of feelings. All I can do is to accept it, at least you loved me in a non romantic way... but I still don't know if that's real. I hope so.
"Goodbye", one word that can makes you fly like a bird for being free. But for me, it's a one word that can makes me cry louder than bee with mixed feelings, a happy one because you're now happy and a sadness because I want you stay.
Now, I learned. There's no one can stay forever in this world because all is just for temporary and the world is full of goodbyes. This is dedicated to you I want to say that thank you for entering my life Everything was worth to be with you but I don't deserve those everything. I've been slapping my face for how many times to know the reality behind all those sadness and tears. And I've realized that I'm not worth it for everything. We should find our own destinations not to be hurt again but to learn more and more. Not because we suffered the pain we will just throw everything and find for the new thing to be thrown again. We should consider it a happy memories that cannot be forgotten but to be kept. I will treasure it forever.I'm ready to move on because it's already time to move on.
I lose myself trying to hold on to someone doesn't care about losing me.
I hold on to the man that let me go for holding someone else.
I really don't deserve this.
God has a purpose for my pain, a reason for my struggle.
And now, I need to forget what's gone, appreciate those memories that still remains and looking forward to what's new and coming.
I'm done!
I really dont understand why the universe brings two souls together just to tear them apart.
You meet someone extraordianry, someone who turned your entire world upside down, someone who made you broke your own rules, someone who made you really happy, but that someone can be your greatest nightmare
"Goodbye" is the worst thing that I don't want to hear from you. Because I want you to stay like we're a sticking glue.
"Goodbye" you already said that maybe in a different way. I don't know but it's ****ing hurt so much like a pain that I can't fight anymore. My heart is a fragile that broke into pieces with a falling blood that full of feelings. All I can do is to accept it, at least you loved me in a non romantic way... but I still don't know if that's real. I hope so.
"Goodbye", one word that can makes you fly like a bird for being free. But for me, it's a one word that can makes me cry louder than bee with mixed feelings, a happy one because you're now happy and a sadness because I want you stay.
Now, I learned. There's no one can stay forever in this world because all is just for temporary and the world is full of goodbyes. This is dedicated to you I want to say that thank you for entering my life Everything was worth to be with you but I don't deserve those everything. I've been slapping my face for how many times to know the reality behind all those sadness and tears. And I've realized that I'm not worth it for everything. We should find our own destinations not to be hurt again but to learn more and more. Not because we suffered the pain we will just throw everything and find for the new thing to be thrown again. We should consider it a happy memories that cannot be forgotten but to be kept. I will treasure it forever.I'm ready to move on because it's already time to move on.
I lose myself trying to hold on to someone doesn't care about losing me.
I hold on to the man that let me go for holding someone else.
I really don't deserve this.
God has a purpose for my pain, a reason for my struggle.
And now, I need to forget what's gone, appreciate those memories that still remains and looking forward to what's new and coming.
I'm done!
starting over again
