🍔 Food · Travel Just found out my mom might have cancer.

[CYBERX22]

Hello.
We just got back from the doctor, and told us that the growing mass inside mama's ****** might be possibly malignant.
And may mga small mass na nakita during her ultrasound. I was scared.
Pero I did not know how to process it, i just know I have to smile.
Writing this, lumalabas na ung repressed emotions ko.
Si mama lang ang meron kami.
My dad had already housed several of his wives and children. He was also very abusive.
So, mama does not want to ask help sa kanya.
We lived in 1 house. Me, mama and 3 siblings. I have a small printing business, and mama was working as a collector.
I always told her na, stop working. She don't need the money kasi I pay the bills naman.
Pero ayaw nya.
Pag nasstress sya, or magkakaregla, lumalaki ung mass. This info is like a tiny sliver of hope that maybe, it's not malignant.
Everything's gonna be okay. Gwenchana.
But, still.. natatakot ako.
I only managed to make ends meet. I don't have philhealth, or any other kind of health insurance.
I have small savings stashed away para sana sa another business.
But, nakikita ko na. Mababaon kami sa utang.
I am the eldest of 5. Lahat kami girls.
Seeing the future where wala na ko mapagkunan, wala na ko maibayad sa hospital, wala ako maibigay sa kapatid ko.. nakapanghihina.
I ask Lord to save my mama.

As of now, nakaschedule sya for biopsy. Wala pa binigay na quote ang doctor, pero alam ko kukulangin ako.
Itatry ko magventure sa VA world. I'll fix my resume.. tapusin ko din ung portfolio ko. If you have agency pa-comment, mag-aaply po ako.
And I'll mark this as day 01.



Day 01

 

[CYBERX22]

bossom po ung ******

 

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dm sent po. Marami po ako tanong, salamat po sa pagsagot in advance.

 

[C E S S]

You can ask financial assistance from Government institutions, LGU officials, even your Congressman. Madaming pwedeng tumulong regards sa medical bills, andyan ang Malasakit Center.Try to gather as much information as you can.

Magandang unahin mo na din yung PWD ID para may discount sa medicines. And don’t hesitate to visit government hospitals. They offer free chemotherapy in their oncology units.
Also, you can join FB groups for cancer support. They are a good source of information din.

Lakasan mo loob mo para sa mom mo. Prayers move mountains. Be strong for her and take care of your health too.

 

[itsmaxxcz]

sis yakap ko kayo from afar ghorl, ang bigat nito pero grabe yung tapang mo para sa mama mo at sa buong fam, ramdam ko yung pagod at takot pero andun pa rin yung kakayanin energy mo beh, and legit yun ha, hindi ka nag-iisa kahit feeling mo ikaw na lang kumakapit. normal na matakot lalo na pag health ni mama yung usapan,hintayin muna yung biopsy kasi minsan hindi ganun ka-worse gaya ng iniisip natin. proud ako sayo kasi kahit hirap ka na, nagiisip ka pa rin ng paraan para ma-support sila, sobrang selfless mo girl. sa va world go lang bes, madami ka naman skills for sure, kaya mo yan i-figure out. for now breathe muna ghorl, one day at a time, and wag mo kalimutan na okay lang umiyak at maging mahina minsan, hindi yun ibig sabihin na sumusuko ka