"How Are You?"

[Soul Calibre]

Very timely... I received a text message from a stranger saying "Hi there stranger! How are you?"

I normally answer "I am fine" whenever someone asked me how am I doing (though I am not), but this time I replied the opposite_ the reality.

Yep, you got it right. I am not fine, I am not doing well, I am not effing OK!

F*ck this life!! F*ck it! It's a total BS!!

I hate being on the safe side as always... I wanted to stop playing the kind of "super mabait na tao" to the extent that they are already abusing and using me. Can I atleast step out of my comfort zone even just once.. Even just for a while, I wanted to scream and say "F*CK THIS LIFE!!"

I never got the chance or had the guts to say this coz' I am forced to keep my silence.. always being forced to be the good man. Good man that received nothing but garbage. I never complained! You have never heard me complained. Have you ever heard me complained? No. Coz I love you. I respect you. I don't wanna hurt your feelings. I don't want to ruin your expectations_ effing great expectations.

But why? Why am I not effing enough? Why do you have to hurt me this bad?

 

[yan2xme]

How are you too? Can I borrow Netflakes account? Promise I will not ruin your account

 

[Soul Calibre]

I was moved by a comment on a social media platform...

 

[____X____]

boss be yourself.....magpakatotoo ka..ilanas mo kung ano mga nasa loob mo....wag mo itago...hindibka magiging masaya kung lagi kang naka tago sa anino ng isang pagkatao....

 

[Sentry]

Siakol -"Ituloy Mo lang"

 

[Chiinnn]

Mala teleserye si ts

 

[Piece of Shit]

Iiyak mo na yan lods, sabi nga nila "Crying is good for the soul"

God Bless You

 

[moondhie]

Just simply "you cannot please everybody" and you can't be love as more than friends because they only see you as friend or ka-chat lang.

 

[Powered by Pancit Canton]

Nahhh magpakatotoo ka lang , bakit ba sino ba sila para mainis sa kung ano ka? Problema na nila yon

 

[bistekcouples]

Naloloko na.. tagal ng buset na ecq hay....

 

[Soul Calibre]

It is true that when we are angry or upset, there's a big chance or a tendency that we may say something so bad which then we'll surely regret in the end. That maybe the way of ourselves to reduce the emotions we feel at that time. If we lack self-control, pain will be the aftermath_ more pain indeed. I know I burst in anger earlier and said things I shouldn't have. I'm sorry... for real. I shouldn't have let anger drown me. I could have just closed my eyes and take a deep breath instead of saying those words. I'm sorry. I really am.

I am now closing this thread for further replies. Thanks for your understanding.