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CIXVEATH

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Read carefully and freely write your opinion thank you.

I am currently 17 years old right now, have profound knowledge about my surroundings, I have loved the way I live, I never neglected my actions, learned from my mistakes, casually improving, constantly procrastinating, I wanted to move differently I want to see more, discover a lot more than just foraging for information around my comfort zone, stepping out of this circle is surely precarious, but to deepen my understanding about this universe, I must take the risk, silently, even though I have something against the actions of other I must remain unspoken, for it only worsen my state, of being extremely introverted, I hated social interactions, I can do it, do things everyone does for at least 4 hours more or less, then I have to fall down and recharge.

Why am I like this?

See, I deemed the world as strong, and Im weak, and that doesn't mean Im giving up my stand not trying to attain higher grounds, but the mere fact that I am too squeezed on this spot is preventing me from the natural environment, which is not good, I have been trying to escape, and its been 5 years since I started trying, now tell me how to understand how these crab of a pet people.

The Universe Itself.

A stand against morality is a battle against human and their free will to state their opinions and show emotions that no one can agree on, not even themselves, but one must entice a portion of their reality to truly cope with the present, have no mercy for life, have no fear to neglect one, but have consideration about the love of saving others, and ignore the payback of love, because love might save you, but that doesn't it can protect you from death or doom, it might clap back to you ten times stronger, and one example of this predicament is helping others, helping others will challenge you, it will not give anything back rather a piece of emotion that lifts you a little, to scrutinize this statement, try to perceive the actions you make to others as something neutral and has an imminent negative effect, and see for yourself how would it feel to lost more than you gave.


Originally written by CixVeath.
October 7 2019

Respond with your mind, and let your heart deliver the message.
 
First of all, akala ko ikaw yung nagsasalita haha. Sumakit ulo ko pagprocess ng english.
And sir Powered by Pancit Canton, It's not because he or we choose to be like this, we born like this, we're trying to connect but mahirap. Pero paunti-unti lumabalabas kami haha.

Okay then,
I find our surroundings as a wasteland, semi-hell, basta worse ko syang maituturing. Come to think about it, you've been good nearly always, yet the world keeps ****ing it up.
I gave love to others, up to the most na wala ng matitira sa akin. I can't live without them, I do sacrifice just to make them okay, just to make them less hustle. Para di sila makaranas ng hirap. Di ko kayang makita silang nahihirapan.
But, I just asked one thing, pero di yun natutupad, at malabo ng matupad.

Love can save you for a while I think, everything will constantly fade, constantly begone. There's no such thing as forever. Love is just a smokescreen covering what's worse happening.
 
First of all, akala ko ikaw yung nagsasalita haha. Sumakit ulo ko pagprocess ng english.
And sir Powered by Pancit Canton, It's not because he or we choose to be like this, we born like this, we're trying to connect but mahirap. Pero paunti-unti lumabalabas kami haha.

Okay then,
I find our surroundings as a wasteland, semi-hell, basta worse ko syang maituturing. Come to think about it, you've been good nearly always, yet the world keeps ****ing it up.
I gave love to others, up to the most na wala ng matitira sa akin. I can't live without them, I do sacrifice just to make them okay, just to make them less hustle. Para di sila makaranas ng hirap. Di ko kayang makita silang nahihirapan.
But, I just asked one thing, pero di yun natutupad, at malabo ng matupad.

Love can save you for a while I think, everything will constantly fade, constantly begone. There's no such thing as forever. Love is just a smokescreen covering what's worse happening.
So pinanganak kayong introvert? Wew?
Tapos mahirap? Sa anong sirkumstansya mahirap sa anong sitwasyon?

Kapag patuloy kayong ganyan, mapagiiwanan kayo, dahil na a isolate kayo
Hinahayaan nyong lamunin kayo ng kung anumang bumabagabag diyan sa ****** niyo upang umiwas sa karamihan, sa realidad di naman talaga kayo naapektuhan niyan mga ikinabagabag ninyo, nasa isip lang yan kayo lang nagpapatalo diyan kaya nagiging aksyon ang ikinababagabag ninyo

Sa mundo ngayon ang kasabihang no man is an island ay totoong totoo
 
So pinanganak kayong introvert? Wew?
Tapos mahirap? Sa anong sirkumstansya mahirap sa anong sitwasyon?

Kapag patuloy kayong ganyan, mapagiiwanan kayo, dahil na a isolate kayo
Hinahayaan nyong lamunin kayo ng kung anumang bumabagabag diyan sa ****** niyo upang umiwas sa karamihan, sa realidad di naman talaga kayo naapektuhan niyan mga ikinabagabag ninyo, nasa isip lang yan kayo lang nagpapatalo diyan kaya nagiging aksyon ang ikinababagabag ninyo

Sa mundo ngayon ang kasabihang no man is an island ay totoong totoo


From your words po.
Mahirap, since utak namin ang kalaban, sarili namin.
For example, can you make a lesbian back into being a girl in just a single snap? I think not, it takes time. Same with us, we're connecting, and yes tama ka po about sa no man is an island, we're completely aware on that.

All of us, may mga kinatatakutan. Even you, one of our fear is to blend to surrounding, digest people's bullsh*ts, In my case, I've been diagnose having anxiety disorder, but I think its more, because I didn't tell the psych. everything, I'm afraid and yet aware na may mas malala sakin, but here I am, fighting, strengthing my hold living this world.
 
First of all, akala ko ikaw yung nagsasalita haha. Sumakit ulo ko pagprocess ng english.
And sir Powered by Pancit Canton, It's not because he or we choose to be like this, we born like this, we're trying to connect but mahirap. Pero paunti-unti lumabalabas kami haha.

Okay then,
I find our surroundings as a wasteland, semi-hell, basta worse ko syang maituturing. Come to think about it, you've been good nearly always, yet the world keeps ****ing it up.
I gave love to others, up to the most na wala ng matitira sa akin. I can't live without them, I do sacrifice just to make them okay, just to make them less hustle. Para di sila makaranas ng hirap. Di ko kayang makita silang nahihirapan.
But, I just asked one thing, pero di yun natutupad, at malabo ng matupad.

Love can save you for a while I think, everything will constantly fade, constantly begone. There's no such thing as forever. Love is just a smokescreen covering what's worse happening.
Sir, hahaha ako pa author niyan, naglabas lang ako ng hinanakit.

Well yes, sir, the statement is relevant, almost the same with mine, but since I can't reject my original state have it at worse or not, I think balance its going to play a really good role, thank you.
 
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So pinanganak kayong introvert? Wew?
Tapos mahirap? Sa anong sirkumstansya mahirap sa anong sitwasyon?

Kapag patuloy kayong ganyan, mapagiiwanan kayo, dahil na a isolate kayo
Hinahayaan nyong lamunin kayo ng kung anumang bumabagabag diyan sa ****** niyo upang umiwas sa karamihan, sa realidad di naman talaga kayo naapektuhan niyan mga ikinabagabag ninyo, nasa isip lang yan kayo lang nagpapatalo diyan kaya nagiging aksyon ang ikinababagabag ninyo

Sa mundo ngayon ang kasabihang no man is an island ay totoong totoo
Magandang point na ang pagtakas sa trap nato ay magandang bagay, to truly devote yourself into a grand escape, you must first change into someone who is willing, someone really dedicated.

So I figured how to settle this, is plan my exit. Thank you for your opinion.
 
Hmm, well delivered. Straight from the heart, currently madaming dumadanas nyan.
Sometimes kapag nag-oopen ako sa mga mas nakakatanda, sinasabihan nila akong bakit nung panahon naman namin, kinakaya namin.
Well, I stoptalking na kapag ganun. Magkaibang magkaiba ang panahon ngayon sa panahon nila haha.

lastly, I have second thought na mag cocommit ka.May kaibigan akong palagi kong kakwentuhan regarding sa mga ganyan, yung sakit anjan lang, yung mga bigat anjan lang, kailangan mo lang lumakas, up to the point na mas malakas kana sa mga pain.

Keep holding :)
 
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