✍️ Arts/Lit Contradicting feelings

[Jamrazz]

Contradicting Feelings

I dont want to see you
But i really miss you
I dont want you to see me
But i want you to miss me

I keep saying that give up
But i still keep my hopes up
I really really hated you
But i still kept on loving you

I keep my distance from you
But i want to stand close to you
I avoid making eye contact with you
But i cant help but stare and gaze at you

This feelings of mine, keep on contradicting
To the point that its leads to suffering
Im sad
Im lonely
I miss you
Im in pain

This feelings in forever will remain


Hi there. Thanks for reading... Would you like to read the japanese version? Its actually a translation lyrics for a japanese song im making.

 

[Gawr Gura]

Looking forward to the song when it is finished. Love the lyrics by the way.

 

[Jamrazz]

First react i had... Arigatou gozaimasu. But unfortunately... I don't have a guitar yet... I mean i dont have money to repair my guitar.. So i can't really finish that one...

 

[Gawr Gura]

[XX='Jamrazz, c: 308057, m: 698739'][/XX] Ohh. That's a bit sad. But I hope you can finish the poem, I like the concept.

 

[Jamrazz]

[XX='Kim Da-hyun, c: 308092, m: 443155'][/XX] since i can't really say to her.. I made it a song.. And in Japanese.. So, yeah.. Once its done, it will be in a japanese lyrics format... If she translates it (which i doubt because she don't care about it anyway), she will know what I've been meaning to say the whole time.

 

[Gawr Gura]

[XX='Jamrazz, c: 308099, m: 698739'][/XX] Well, that's the beauty of music, they tell the words that you can't say directly. Who knows, she might like it or not. But in the end of the day, you pour your heart creating that wonderful poem for her. And it is quite the effort, good luck to you.

 

[Jamrazz]

[XX='Kim Da-hyun, c: 308108, m: 443155'][/XX] arigatou kim-san. Your support is really appreciated... Enough to keep me going.