PHI prepared my bed and tried to sleep
But still, my eyes are opened wide
Inside my head, I can't find any peace
All this hurt I just can't hide
Maybe I'm just a victim of my own defenses
or maybe I don't even care about the consequences
The violent heart inside of me
It twists and turns and takes me low
I did my part so silently
I think now I find I lost control
If I could have a better day
All I can do is pray
I'd just inhale and exhale
Even many times I fail
I'm living and praying
But still, it's a big no
It's not enough for you
You can run and paint my soul
With the color of your lies
Why do we lie to ourselves
Saying it's all in the name of love
Even my indifference knows no bounds
But still, my eyes are opened wide
Inside my head, I can't find any peace
All this hurt I just can't hide
Maybe I'm just a victim of my own defenses
or maybe I don't even care about the consequences
The violent heart inside of me
It twists and turns and takes me low
I did my part so silently
I think now I find I lost control
If I could have a better day
All I can do is pray
I'd just inhale and exhale
Even many times I fail
I'm living and praying
But still, it's a big no
It's not enough for you
You can run and paint my soul
With the color of your lies
Why do we lie to ourselves
Saying it's all in the name of love
Even my indifference knows no bounds