okay i'll try to be brief medyo mahaba ito and i don't used to be writing this kind of things.
Let's see.. well siguro nag-start yan sa pagkakasara ng Main Thread. The race to 1000th pages seems so challenging to me and then siguro sa Group din. Noong bigla na closed ang Thread eh siya namang sumulpot yung kay sir Pestem although nagpaalam naman to start on his own, na-surprised kami kasi halos 2 months na namin yan naging tambayan. Since pangalawang take-down na yung Thread, maybe the biggest mistake was for me kung bakit ako nag-speculate. Maraming nagtatanong bakit daw na locked, wala naman akong mai-sagot kundi " nag-giveway yata sa bagong Thread ni Pestem". Since sir Kratos and Pestem were part of the Staff, hindi nako nag-message. Inisip ko noon na baka may nasasagasaan or conflict of interest. Hindi ko naman akalain na seseryosohin naman ng iba yung sinabi ko kahit na laging may "hihi" tuwing nagbibitaw ako.
Nagkaroon kami ng meeting ng "core group" and discussed our plans for the next Thread and hindi naman maiwasan pag kwentuhan yung real cause ng pagkaka-locked and later na lang ina-announce ni Sir Kratos nung first time niya mag visit in this current Thread saka lang naliwanagan ang lahat. But before that was all speculations.
Sa Main Thread pa lang may namumuo nang "anti-Pestem sentiments" simula nung dumalaw si Sir Pestem sa Thread. Alam ko kasi lahat ng mga post doon kabisado ko. May nag-pm pa nga sa akin bakit daw binigyan ng scripts na kesyo Staff bakit daw need pang bigyan, na dapat daw I have to make a stand in favor of the majority. Inexplain ko na lang, sabi ko I hate politics and jokingly said na "need natin yan para may kapit tayu sa taas" because we are using PHC resources and all.
I just let it all go. Kahit hindi required pumasok sa Group, pinapasok ko kung anong gustong hingin pinabibigay ko. Minsan naisip ko na baka siguro nagagalit na sila sakin because of how I handled it. Nung nagkaroon ng #forbidden# ang Team doon na lumabas ang common denominator. These guys hated you sir PesteM. Siguro of how you'll approach them, of how you bullies and bashes. It's all reflections. Hindi ako nag-drive ng mga emotions nila. Oo pinagtatawanan ka namin, naging laughingstock ka ng Group, kung bakit daw nagpupunta kapa sa amin kasi may sarili ka namang Thread.
Sa tanong mo sir Pestem if may galit ako? Wala. Distractions sa akin yan dahil this a Technology Forum.
If kami ang nag-sasabotahe ng Servers mo? Hindi ko alam iyan but they are capable. May mga galawan sila na hindi dumadaan sa akin.
Advise lang if ever na hingin mo.. Leave the kids alone.. (until may violation/s of course)
Your's Sincerely,
Captain Underpants
PH
