I guess it's time for you to move on. Yes, 6 years, ang tagal na. But come to think of it, magpapatuloy ka pa ba if toxic na ang relationship? It seems na ayaw naman na niya. Masakit. Nakakahinayang. But hindi ba mas magiging masakit at nakakapanghinayang if sasayangin mo yung panahon, love, affection and effort mo sa kanya na binabalewala na lang? You deserve someone much better. Someone na makakaappreciate sayo despite your shortcomings. Mahirap din naman na iisa na lang ang magdadala ng relationship instead na dapat team kayo. Kakayanin mo yan for sure! God bless you.