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I’m 14 at the time of typing this. I attempted suicide 3 times now, my dad is an *******ic and my mom doesn’t do much about anything. Life doesn’t treat me too well and I have fallen into a life of drugs such a weed, xanax, cocaine, speed, lean, *********s, ******, and acid once. I s†éál from places and would currently be in prison if it wasn’t for my age. I drink. Whiskey, beer, vodka, all I can get my hands on. My life sucks but I live it anyways. I don’t know why I continue but I do. I’m harassed and beaten down by all except for 2 friends, Bryson and Jonah. The one girl I like hates me and 2 other friends who I hung out with for a long time joined in with everyone else. I love her. I put my heart and soul into her. I’ve known her since first grade. She just tosses me away and I don’t care because it’s her or nobody. I truthfully don’t know why I’m typing this out. I don’t know why you continue to read this. Quite frankly I don’t know a lot of stuff but that’s how it goes. I put my emotion into this message and I hope someone has time to read this and think about me because I might have ended my life by the time you read this but I guess that’s how it is. Well goodbye. Be happy. Love yourself. Know that you don’t have it bad when other people are constantly struggling physically, emotionally, and mentally.
If someone needs to be strong is no other than you. If you don't help yourself and everything that loves you will be in misery. Accept the fact and that's the reality of life, you were here in this world because god has plan to you and that is the task given by god to you, "Mahalin mo na lang muna ang sarili mo, dadating din ang time na ikaw ang mamahalin. Kung kelan at saan eh time will tell 
