PHThis day is nothing but one of the loneliest birthday that I would ever have.
My hometown is Nueva Ecija, and I live here in Pampanga all by myself because I am working here. It's so sad, for real! Malls are closed, I'm alone, bawal ang pagala-gala sa labas kasi nga diba may Enhanced Community Quarantine na ipinapatupad. Sobrang lungkot, right? Wala man lang mabilihan ng kahit anong mga pagkain maliban sa Alfa Mart na medyo may kalayuan dito.
Nakakalungkot but at the same time ay nakakatuwa pa din kasi nga makakatipid pa ako. No celebration means walang bawas sa savings. But still, it's sad kasi wala ako sa bahay. May travel pass naman ako, COE, at ID kaso nga lang delikado sa daan kaya hindi ko na din ipinu-push ang umuwi. Baka nga naman kasi may makuha akong COVID habang nasa daan then baka madala ko sa amin. Diba, risky?
Buti na lang kahit papaano ay may internet. Hanggang videocalls na lang daw muna.
Well, since today is my birthday, I just want to set goals again for myself na kailangan kong matupad before my birthday next year, and also to greet myself a happy and healthy life na din.
So, my goal na sisiguraduhin kong makuha or matupad ko before April 3, 2021... is to buy and have my own car. Kahit simpleng car lang. OK na siguro yung mga Chevy, right?
I'll do my very best to buy one bago mag-April 3 next year. Wish me luck, mga ka-PHC.
Hindi ko na pahahabain, I also wanted to thank those people who became a part of my life. I will never be who I am today and I'll never be where I am right now without them_ their guidance, encouragements, and help. Lalong-lalo na yung mga friends ko na sobra kung makasuporta sa akin. They always push me to do something better. Without them pushing my back, siguro hindi ko alam kung nasaan or kung ano ang mararating ko. I also thank GOD for another year of laughters, tears, pain.. lahat ng emotions yata ay naranasan ko. But still, I am thankful kasi I have survived!! Since I have survived another year in this lonely world, I hope na I'll survive another year. Sa mga gustong sumabay sa agos ng buhay ko, sige... tara! Madali lang akong pakisamahan and mabait din ako.
Once again... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!
