PHdoppleghost
Fanatic
I'm trapped in my mind
My darkest memories plaguing me
Replaying in slow motion
Eating away at my very soul
Daring me to do that which I have worked so hard to avoid
Yet it seems there is no escape
Not now, not ever
The pain, the suffering, the sorrow
Each like a dagger digging deeper into me
And I realize, while you were everything to me
I was nothing to you
Nothing but a temporary fix
A fix for that addiction that fuels you
The addiction that in the end
Will destroy you
My darkest memories plaguing me
Replaying in slow motion
Eating away at my very soul
Daring me to do that which I have worked so hard to avoid
Yet it seems there is no escape
Not now, not ever
The pain, the suffering, the sorrow
Each like a dagger digging deeper into me
And I realize, while you were everything to me
I was nothing to you
Nothing but a temporary fix
A fix for that addiction that fuels you
The addiction that in the end
Will destroy you