PHAll my dreams are shattered hopes
Dashed upon the rocks below
Tried to save them with frayed ropes
But then I was much too slow.
Next, I plead guilty to glee
And relief hidden inside
From seeing those worse than me
With shame, I wish I could hide.
Oh, but now, I wish I could
Be contented with all earned,
For I have been blessed so good,
Yet then and now I have yearned.
Can I offer a prayer
When I myself am resigned?
I've never found an answer
For all my pleas were declined.
So intstead I curse my fate,
And sink into deep despair,
I, filled with the utmost hate,
An anger going nowhere.
These I will never forget
Even when in my deathbed.
My soul consumed with regret
Almost wishing to be dead!
I can never change the past,
I cannot revert my haste.
This pain will forever last
These dreams will still go to waste.
My last hope is redemption,
Now I resolve to be great,
So my history's poison
Will be cured by my new fate.
CA
Dashed upon the rocks below
Tried to save them with frayed ropes
But then I was much too slow.
Next, I plead guilty to glee
And relief hidden inside
From seeing those worse than me
With shame, I wish I could hide.
Oh, but now, I wish I could
Be contented with all earned,
For I have been blessed so good,
Yet then and now I have yearned.
Can I offer a prayer
When I myself am resigned?
I've never found an answer
For all my pleas were declined.
So intstead I curse my fate,
And sink into deep despair,
I, filled with the utmost hate,
An anger going nowhere.
These I will never forget
Even when in my deathbed.
My soul consumed with regret
Almost wishing to be dead!
I can never change the past,
I cannot revert my haste.
This pain will forever last
These dreams will still go to waste.
My last hope is redemption,
Now I resolve to be great,
So my history's poison
Will be cured by my new fate.
CA