PHmabushi kamada
Leecher
Just simply enjoy your life, make things happen don't think what others do, make your life unique and appreciate all the things that you have in your life. Make anything that makes yourself proud, don't think how failure that you experienced before just always think on how to make it better. Just enjoy your life from time until you make yourself less shy to the people around you and make other realize that everything are special and no need to be shy on that.